having a freaking headache now. super dizzy i should say. feeling all the blood swirling around my head. dammit.

screwed up my software ICA. how great eh?

i was surprised that she talk to me today. cause like normally we wouldn't even talk lah. but anyway everything thing just last a split second. ain't i right?

i was hoping for his msg but it didn't appear. but well, i'm oh-so-used-to-it. haha.

i almost cried. for what reasons? i don't even know. just felt so overwhelmed. overwhelmed by all kinds of emotions

i hate seeing funerals. it just remind me of the things i've experienced. all the blame i've received. all the fake smiles that i've gotten and 'wow, you're so strong, if it were me i think i would have blah3'. all the chances of me having to look for a true friend. the only person who came was pigtong. it's sad that i've friends like that. embarrassing to be exact. but whatever. sometimes life just sucks.

yest i saw ambulance near the station. saw a guy lying on the ground. it just hit me hard. that maybe one day i might end up like him? or worst. not really sure of the situation but at least he's a friend by him. i think he just collapsed suddenly therefore they called the ambulance. just hope that if one day i collapse (choy lah!) there's someone beside me.

had so much things that i've not blog about. and i'm lazy to write them all out. at least not for now. anyway things can just change so quickly. and it sucks to the core. i think you know what i meant.

had fun with you through my weekends. nothing bothers me when you're around. all that matters is having you by me.

bought veg today. saw all the tetra fish. haha. so cute lah. got some look very bloody. some look gong gong. haha. if you wanna know what i'm talking about, then just proceed to sunplaza and you will see all those big shot fishes. LOL.

i touched fei fei. haha. that fat pig. i'm so in love with her.

maybe sometimes, even if it was your closest friend, you will still run out of topics to say? BAH!

time for bed. i hate yest and today. completely.